Dios es fiel.

Es un concepto que he aprendido todo mi vida, pero un concepto buenismo! Pienso, Dios es fiel. Puedo confiar en el todo el tiempo. Esta fin de semana pasada yo tuve la oportunidad de ver y charlar con uno de mis companeras de mi tiempo en Bolivia. Fue muy bien, y todavia Dios esta ensenandome de mi tiempo alla, y esta mostrandome que sus planes no son mios mucho del tiempo. Necesito confiar en el mas porque el tiene planes grandes para mi vida! Yo pensaba que este vez saber que Dios ha tratado de ensenarme, pero el me sorprenda otra vez.

y ahora... algo que yo escribi haces algunas semanas....

Mediocracy.

That's what being an American Christian is all about.

Isn't it?

If we try to take Jesus at his word, that would be too radical.

Or would it?

Why can't we step our of our comfort zones?

Why can't we cling to the power of the spirit?

Why can't we let go of our mediocracy to be who God wants us to be?

Who he created us to be?

Abba Father I need you so much.

Lord, this life I live, is it pleasing to you?

Jesus wrap your arms around me.

Help me to feel the love of your embrace.

Spirit fill me up and send me out.

I desire to be filled with your power and the courage to stand up in faith finding my authority in you.

This is the generation of Benjamin.

Let us take hold of the grace he has bestowed upon us.

Let us be lavished with the love of the trinity.

I love you Lord.

Tears threaten in the corner of my eye.

Emotional reverse culture shock. Still? Why?

Haven't I been back long enough, long enough to not be so emotional?

*sigh*

And to top that off, more and more options and demands are being placed on me.

But Lord... if that's your will....

or do I stick with my plan?

There is always another opportunity.

Pero no como esto, no ve?

no entiendo senor.

Guiame.